Tag Accepted. My display~

Tag accept from Kok Hong. He has been very boring holiday at home, that's why pop up doing this kind of thing. I also dont know why I will support him, perhaps I'm in good mood after finished my pathology paper and having this nordin fever. Nordin fever? Dr Nordin is the lecturer that I in love now. Like him so much. Just get to see him will make me feel very happy. Back to the topic. I just do what he told in the tag, but I'm not going to tag 10 people as I also dont have 10 people to tag. 

TAG RULEZ..

1. Take a recent photo of yourself or take a photo or yourself right now.
2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix you hair.. just take a photo.
3. Post that photo with NO editing.
4. Post these instruction with your photo.
5. Tag 10 people to do this.

                           Muka orang yang kena tag. V~     

Not bad...By the way, I didnt notice that I'm still so fair. I thought I am getting darker since I always jemur matahari with cubby? I brought her to walk2 every morning around 9 o' clock for 20 minutes to half an hour long. 

I guess I have done with my tag~ See how sporting and supportive I am? 

Happy Birthday~

The night before pharmaco test, I stay up untill one something not because I want to study, just because I want to chat with my friend which is really long time no contact. Coincidently, he also having pharmaco test the next day..so, we lagi syok chatting...blah~blah~blah~ I forgot there is time difference beween India and M'sia..When it was 1 something, I asked my friend to go to bed and then only know I'm the one that suppose to go sleep..hihi..Anyway, have damn fun to chat with him..lih kai, I miss you so much! When you come back here, I wont forget to belanja you paper wrap chicken and roti canai~ *blink2~ 

Then we did a small party with steamboat dinner for Sim regarding to his birthday on 25th~ Actually my brother and my friend, lih kai also having same birthday with him.

Here are all the people involved in this small party, mostly housemates and coursemates. Sim required for a small dinner like this. According to him, he normally dont celebrate for birthday, so he didnt want to make big big celebration. Therefore, we make a small party dinner for him. Ing Ing had came to join us, great~ She is the best friend I mentioned in my previous post before. Rice cooker at the middle as the " Steam boat" and we even prepared french fries and popia. I also cooked something special foochow food for him. Sim was holding a bottle of white wine that's specially bought for his 21st birthday~ Not to forget about out camera man, francis who joined us for awhile. 

Sim and me! My first trying white wine..yuck~ not nice at all..suffering when drinking it. Yet Sim looks very enjoy and finished all. I drink a little bit only mixed with 100 plus, still turned very red and ended up keep on laughing (ge ge ge) ..I just know that I feel very relax and calm after drinking the white wine. Evonne and Tse peng didnt seen to have any effects after drinking so much. They got the potential to become good kaki botol after all. 

After steamboating, I'm exceeded my stomach limit..resulting vomitting~ I guess that make me recover from the alcohol..even I only drink this little little bit..

Continue our party with sing K in our house with only dim light and with all of us set to the mode. Again enjoying making noise and sound pollution to neighbourhood,  non-stop untill 12am and ended up with a " Happy Birthday" song to Sim..Satisfied and happy night to everyone.  Even it was just a small dinner party, but we enjoying it very much~~ yatta~

Happy Birthday to Sim, my housemate/coursemate/friend~~ Good luck for the rest of ther test! 

Happy Birthday to Lihkai~ sending wishes from here to far far India~ hope to get to see you soon ya~ try out the buffalo milk there. hehe..

Happy Birthday to my brother~ without notice, you already so much taller than me, a big boy already. 

26th today, Annas, Happy Birthday to you...

For the ending, BBQmichiyo FM would like to play this song ~ 

"Happy Birthday to you,

Happy Birthday to you,

Happy Birthday to you all,

Happy Birthday to you~ " 

*clap clap clap* cheers~

Have been...

Have been no mood to study this whole night. Cannot focus or I can say that I dont even touch my notes. This is not good..die die not good because this friday subject is going to be very tough~ Pharmacology! sob sob...I am not really good in this subject. sigh~ But still no effort to K notes..Instead of that, I finished Myself, Yourself and now just starting to watch Special A~ Deleted Clannad after watching the first episode. Its not really that bad, just I do not feel a liking to it. (All the animes mentioned provided by Kok Hong). Besides, me and Ing Ing addicted to ownskin now. We are creating our own anime theme for our hp, share and even put it into my friendster. She is obviously more productive than me, but I still work very hard to produce more. hehe..so much fun! Especially when we checked and found the increasing of our products popularity. Going to be more and more productive~yeah~ 

Have been wanted to post a blog since last Sunday on the convocation and open house at my another coursemate house, but since having tests on Tues and today, so give up the time for study. Anyway, not really study hard also..because I watched Myself, Yourself together~ hehe.. Move on to the convocation first~ On that morning, me, evonne and francis went to Petaling street for breakfast and buying flowers for our senior and one of our friend from the other course. We had chosen pink roses and blue roses. The night before that I even made a card by myself~ a pinkish card as well, so all matched! 

Zhi Hui, our graduated senior..She is a very lovely, friendly and nice senior. Thats why we all love her~ She was holding our flowers, the doggy was from her direct juniors and thats me wearing skirt above the knees~ First time, ever wear this short in U area..Feeling good to break the rule. blek~ 

Another photo with the other two cute seniors~ From the left is Jason and Mark. They are all very tall people especially this Mark and Zhi Hui..so, can see the very much differences between me and them..hihi..By the way, I will choose sunflower if compared to the other flowers..I should ask that from my juniors, plus I also want some balloons during my convo then..Inspired by seeing a lot of balloons around campus due to convocation~ 2.5years to go~hehe

When we wanted to balik, saw ah Teh which is our another senior..So, we grabbed him and all all us took photo together. Rupa - rupanya, evonne and eeling also came along? Yaya~ three of us went to convo together, regarding that zhi hui is eeling's grandmother~ means her direct senior's direct senior. 

The weather was really hot out there~ We all sweat and became comot- comot after that. I cannot imagine how I will look like when come to my convo..wearing such thick and heavy jubah should be very suffering. Anyway, Happy convocation and congratulation to all of our seniors~ 

The same night, we went to the open house at K17 at the girl block. This open house was held by Kak Zura and her housemates and was only opened for girls. Since it was for girls, so most of the malay girls didt wear their tudung, therefore a lot of photos cannot be shared...

The food provided by the hosts~ Got nasi tomato, ayam, french fries, hot dog, mushroom goreng, biscuits, cakes, fruits and ....a lot! 

Michiyo comments to the food :

The oranges - masam. (I knew who chose it, but cannot tell. )

The syrup - Failed, too sweet. ( Girl that made  the drinks also very sweet)

Somebody ate 7 batang of hotdogs, yet she said after cantum all  the haves hotdog only 3.5 batang~ (Also cannot tell who is she)                                                       

The rest were all good and nice! Thank you so much~

me, sook yeng and at the back there is Ms Joeanne who accidently became our background. She was taking photo for the others. Paiseh~ Sook Yeng first baju kurung..compared to that I am so casual~

Evonne took this photo without our notice and then we found that this Ms Anis pointed at the wrong area..Look like she is going to attack my breast..a weirdpose..a nice shot after all because its a funny photo to keep and share..hehe.. Another funny photo not sharing here is a photo of my pant and my thighs only, really teruk..taken by Liza..they said sexy..sigh~ 

It has been raining during the open house. However, we all still have fun and took lotsa photos and the group photos cannot share here.. 

Eventhough is final now, I am in a happy and relax mode. Able to watch animes, able to produce nice themes, able to blog, able to chat, able to cook dinner, able to bring my dog walk2 and grooming..Have no difference at all. I hope God will bless me la~ 

Four more papers and one oral test to go~ Now I am chatting with Bung and hearing Linkin Park.. 

Blur~Dont even know what topic should I put?

I just suddenly recall something..after being "raped" by evonne. Kononnya she raped me la~ But actually, she just do massaging on me and since I am very sensitive people. So, I cannot control myself from laughing and making weird sounds..As conclusion, evonne said that other people might thought that some girl is being raped in our house. hehe..I have been very noisy just now. I'm sure that I cant go for whole body massaging, the massaging house ll sure roboh by me. As return, I also help to massage evonne, but so sorry that my skill is damn teruk. I massaged terriblely~~'' pity her, suffered from my torture. 

Then, return to my story that I recalled just now. Talking about raping, I suddenly remember of some blur blur thing I did before during matriculation and during my first year here. Lets me share with you what I have done during matric and you really never expected such thing will happened. Me also. I never expected that also, therefore dont know how to react. Sigh~ My roomate during matric had accidentally saw my naked body when I bathe! She was not purposely, neither was me. During matric, we all need to share bathroom and we need to queue up to bath as well. Uniquely, our bathroom door is open to outside way and there was this bath room which the door cannot be locked. Therefore, no people would like to use that bathroom, except me. I love to use that bathroom because I no need to queue up and no people use that bath room means that the room will be cleaned always. Then that evening, when I am bathing, my roomate came and knocked on the door asking me about her brush. Its ok actually because the door is open outside way. However, I forgot and my response when I got excited that time was I went to push the door thinking to prevent the door from open, but making the opposite thing happened. Guess what is my and my roomate response? haha..I didnt have any response. I dont know is it because I too lembap or totally shocked untill nert jor. I just closed my door and continued bath, then returned to my room..Both of us looked at each other, me and my roomate, then she said " I didnt see anything." She is too kind to say that, but this didnt comfort me..I sat on my bed for a couple time...cannot accept this fact...sob2~ with least response for the whole incident. 

Next story was about the same. Similar thing happened, but it happened in my room and I'm half naked only. My medicine housemate was so lucky to get the chance to spot me in that kind of situation. I forgot to close the door before I changing. Sigh~ This time I also just went to close my door and felt blush blush~ Not dare too look into her eyes for quite a long time after that. 

Conclusion, is just sigh and sigh~ 

~.~'' Dont know how this massaging lesson will linked to rape topic and then my stupid blur story.

I hate dentist!

Doing scalling yesterday morning...My first time doing that and yet after long time didn't go to visit the dentist, my scare still there. Never reduced since kindergarten again. At first, I am thinking to escape since I am the ke-12 people already, kononnya dont want to be late to genetic class. However, evonne doesnt want to let me go..So, terpaksalah..cuci my teeth..sob2~ Even though evonne was one number before me, I still faster than her. I got the room 51 dentist. The nurse and dentist are both middle-aged man. I have to say that the nurse really tak sabar one. Upon I got into ther room, with my  nervous blury face and dont know what to do yet, the nurse kept on pushing me : "Cepat tanggal kasut!" , "Cepat baring!" ...I dont even know when I have to open my mouth? Then, when the dentist started to do scalling..I dont know also. He didnt told me when he started, so teruk..and I hate the sound and vibration on my teeth..uneasy and very geli plus is painful to me. Thinking to ask him to stop scalling many times..but how to stop halfway..tears rolling in my eyes...I regret very much for going to dentist. 

*ps~ something happened today. When me and cuteb walk-walk outside there and this cuteb actually doing her big business there, we spotted her previous owner. Anyway, cuteb still preferes to stay with me and I even asked for her contact number and welcome her to visit cuteb. I dont feel angry at all with her previous owner for abandoned cuteb and didnt treat her properly untill she got skin disease. I just dont know why I dont feel like that..But I am happy because cuteb chosen me rather than her. Cuteb really is my good daughter..hehe..

Posts from previous blog

I had a blog at wretch before this, but then I abandoned it ler..Here are some of my previous posts that I love very much, so, I copy them and repost it in my new blog.

你和他的故事  (November 21, 2007)

这个故事
有一个你
有一个他
 
一个海隔着你和他
你站在这边的海岸
对着站在另一边海岸的他

你伸出手
他伸出手
想紧紧抓住彼此
那种心情一直都很强烈

会起风的海
会起浪的海
你和他畏惧过吗？

不~
你说想跳下海游去他所在的海岸
而他希望自己有一对翅膀可以飞来你这里 

如果你永远只看见他
如果他永远只牵着你
如果你永远只梦见他
如果他永远只想着你
如果你和他的心永远坚定

那么风会停 浪会静
有一天你会发现没有一片海
再可以阻隔你和他
到时，牵着的手就不要再放开

你和他的故事
我说我写我祝福

This post I wrote it for my best friend regarding to her love story. She also loves it very much and it was being added to her friendster as well.

雨，那么喜欢，男孩，下雨～ (July 21, 2008)

有一个男孩
总爱仰望着天空
数着云
从他家的那扇窗口

每一天 每一天
那张脸孔
总会出现在那窗口边

男孩数着云
找着 白云中那一片
黑黑沉沉的乌云 

只要看到了乌云
只要它下起雨来
滴答滴答
伴随着潮湿的空气吹来
男孩就很开心 

雀跃的心情
平静的心情 
眼里看着雨从空中降下
耳里听着滴答滴答雨声

那么喜欢下雨天的一个男孩
一天一天又一天
直到男孩长到187高 
仍然喜欢下雨天

（写给一个喜欢下雨天的可爱好朋友，希望你会喜欢～）

kokhong at August 21, 2008 06:06 PM comment :

我就是那个男子. hehe

This post is about a guy that loves rain very much. He will sit there and observes the rain drops and always pray for raining. He said he loves rain as much as he likes to eat. A weird hobby but his weird hobby makes me think of him everytime it is raining. 

贪吃的人写春卷的心声～ (August 19, 2008)

只剩下孤零零的一条
没有其它的同伴
躺在一旁
等着有人把它带走
为什么只有我没被带走
为什么只有我独自留着
好想可以为人类贡献
一条没被吃掉的春卷的心声
一个没吃掉仅剩春卷的人的心声

我感觉她是那么的渴望～

Last post is a funny post. It was originally written by my cute, funny best friend who loves to eat popia so much. I remember that day she bought the popia for snack from our faculty cafe, then there was one pity popia being left there. After eating dua batang of popia, she still feel not satisfied yet and thinking to buy the last batang pity, lonely popia...Anyway, she cannot makes up her mind whether want to eat that much or not..ended up tak beli. Then, during the lecture, she wrote this up and I felt like want to post it in my blog, so I edited it a bit. hehe..It was the same day when I wrote the raining post above, but I posted them in different time. 

A playgirl??

A playgirl? Ya, I am. 

This playgirl is not that playgirl. Don't misunderstand it. hehe 

Reason : All plays for last week. Did I peep into my notes?Definitely is N.O no. 

So, what I have been playing for this 7 days? Lets check it up~ 

PLAY 1

Me and my friends went to greenbox and K for five hours. Jump and shout a lots..For furthers, please refers to the post below, tittle " A wild wow sing K again" .

PLAY 2

I thoughtI will be studying today. However, things always turn out in different way. Life is always so unpredictable. Attraction is always any where. Sound like finding excuses. Here, my best friend who is another ACG fans like me, brought me new bought comic books - Ouran high school host club. For all of your information, we always share the animes and comics, even chat a lot about animes. Both of us memang kaki animes. So, finally I turned out hitting the comic books instead of the lecture notes. Ohya, even took a lot of funny photos of my best friend closely..Don't dare  to share here..because she said she will PTS(put to sleep, term used when vet euthanized animals) me if I do that. 

PLAY 3 

Continue hitting my comic and even downloading the comic from internet. This is because the Ouran high school has been quite hot that my friend cant hardly got all the comic books. So, the rest we downloaded from internet. hehe..I would like to share the website here with my friends that perhaps want to read comic in their leisure time? For those banana can surf www.onemanga.com and for those that can read mandarin www.ggyy8.com . Ohya, during play 3, I have been wake up by lecturer because once again I fell sleep in the class. That was parasite lecture and I only slept for not more than 1 minute I think, really. Considered as fishing only and unfortunately, Dr Reuben smells that..haiz..not my first time already. sigh because I am a girl and a proper girl shouldn't fishing or sleep in class..not nice, right? Anyway, nevermind because I'm just budak kecik..blek~ refusing to grow up.

PLAY 4

Basically, today I have finished the comic already. However, I can't stop myself from sitting in from the laptop downloading all the wallpapers of ouran high school, besides downloading the comic to simpan. So, habiskan another night without touching any notes again. 

PLAY 5

Friday night always a happy night. One of the reason is my roomate won't be around also. Glad. I washed and cleaned ah pau 's cage and then bath her..luckily evonne offered to bath cuteB, so cut down my works. Sent my friend's laptop to reformat and thanks to che giap's sis..We had a nice dinner. I send the laptop there with my friend and by that time che giap's sis was cooking and she's so nicely tapao the soup, sayur and rice for me and evonne. And she really can masak very well. A happy and warm night with such yummy dinner.ohya, this che giap is our junior that live nearby whose expert in computer stuff. Then, the rest of the night, outdated me watched My Girl (korean drama) ....once started, cannot stop already..So,ended up not studying again for one more day. 

PLAY 6

Open house at Bung's house.We open Bung's house. hehe~ My coursemate, Bung had an open house at his house far at shah alam. Since beruk is doing open house, monyet kecik ni sure have to go and support...He drew a map for all of us to follow and I want to praise him for the map, this time we reached his house without getting lost and I am the one who holding the map in front and direct evonne. Anyway, evonne is a good follower also. She digested fastly and selected from what I told her, which means she didnt following me blindly.

The food provided and according to Bung, all the food cooked by his auntie. I love lemang and the kari ayam...

Sook Yeng, kit lin and me. Kit lin loves kuah satay so much that we want to just call her kuah satay queen. 

Took photos together. yeah~ I am the queen and Bung is the king. Anyway, his real queen was taking the photo for us. 

Another photo of all of us. Since we came late, the other of our coursemates left already. So, leftover here are all chinese girls. This photo taken with his mom and his gf. 

Me and Bung is very close friends that we always outing together. He is a very nice, gentleman and can do things guy if compared to my other coursemates. My batch really lack of lelaki sejati. disappointed.hehe~Bung's house is big, comfortable and fun to play..His parents and his gf are very friendly to us. We enjoyed the food provided and when came to the snacks, I even asked auntie to refill for me. Then, when I lepak around alone and taking some photos using my hp, I spotted with his dad outside the house and we had a nice chat, just me and him. So happy since I like and secretly admired his dad since last year I went to his house. hihi...I even help to serve my coursemates that came late..making Bung felt that I really naughty and banyak main. Anyway, I really not have enough fun yet last night, this ee ling wanted to go back early...ho...>.<  The driver was evonne, not her...cant wait for next year open house to come. Bung, dengar tak? blek~~

By the way, I finished the korean drama by skipping 2 episodes since I'm too sleepy after coming back from the open house. Directly jumped to the last episode, anyway I still considered I finished whole drama already because I knew the beggining and the end of the story.

PLAY 7

Another open house at my other coursemates house this evening. This time I really playing without hold back.      

Sook yeng, me and evonne. This is my flowering baju kurung since matric actually. Anyway, a lot of people said that I'm cute wearing it. Happy to hear that.

Here come Bung and me~ We are both in purple. Actually after eating, me, evonne, sook yeng and a few of malay girls playing a game that I named it " Pilih kuih" . You may be curious how to play it..hehe..Its a game that we asked question and that people has to say the truth, but we turn the chili sauce bottle first, and then the people who kena has to close the eyes and choose a kuih, which one of the color of the kuih is an examption and the people will be safe from answering question. The question only one that is " Who is the guy in our class that will becomes your first choice?" We all so high and play like monkey, so naughty..Before using that chili sauce bottle, actually they were using me by turning me around since I'm the youngest and sure wont pitam as terrible as the others. But then, what to do with this game and this photo? Actually, he is my answer for the question. After the game, we all went to take photo with our answer either directly or indirectly. Ohya, now I remember that we have forgotten evonne and her answer la~ Lastly, is the game for girls only. Other girls' secret will be zipped up. 

Adza, one of the owner of the house. She is a pity girl that always bully by me. But I like her very much, thats why I love to kacau her. When I like somebody, I normally will bully them. That's my pattern since long long time ago. 

Playful anis, fad, intan, zura, faizah and our another two hosts for open house tonight, shemie and feikah~ I personally like the chicken ball very much. 

Group picture together~macam-macam expresion and poses ada.  

Today open house, even though is at people house, I became one of the pelayan also. Salam people who are coming and then show them to the food~ I love to play around and cannot sit quietly. Play games, laugh with people, walk here and there..memang sibuk but fun. I even asked for the pillow to baring when I finally felt tired at the end of open house..and the tv was showing Jurrasic park 3. 

Not to forget to mention about this morning play which involved me and evonne. Both of us went to pasar to beli sayur and breakfast. Bad thing was that we are both not used to the food at pasar, so we got diarrhea after that in the same time pula...

Playing a lorry this whole week, and there is also a lorry of notes waiting for me..

Stop playing, playgirl! 

天下雨了～

天下雨了

伞在哪里？

我心痛了

泪在哪里？

就算淋湿整个人

还是不懂该走的路

泪徘徊在胸口

好难受 

我徘徊在雨中

好冰冷

天下雨了

伞在哪里？

天下雨了

我想哭了

我脆弱了

有谁在那里？

A WILD WOW sing K again~

You can dance~

You can jive~

Having the time of your life~

yeah~ not yet recover from the mamma mia fever..this evening we went to karaoke again.

Girls that sing, dance and jive today are tse peng,evonne and me. From the photo, we can see that evonne is eating the snack from tse peng bowl and I got nothing to eat, so I pretend to eat remote control~ ee ling is planning to join us in the first place, but then not joining us because she hasnt finish her assignment..and she is tired. Anyway, now she went out dating with her bf...??

Next, we introduce the menu for green box pula..guys and girls really worth singing in green box,  you can refill the drinks and snacks. Yet if you sing during weekdays like us, you can sing untill 5 HOURS with very low payment. We actually started to K the songs from 4pm untill 9pm. Pay little but we got the huge great fun..We even K all the old songs since we got lotsa of times~

I totally out of topic ler..Actually and also honestly, I want to put that two bowls in front my breast as bra..hehe..anyway, is not healthy for those underage small children to see this photo later.By the way, to suit the other two girls poses..I finally changed my mind and acted something out related to music..creative,aint I? 

This photo makes me scare! Look at the screen behind evonne...uhukhuk...Even evonne's face also cant see clearly..and this is not my work. Tse peng took the photo. Still need to improve her shooting skill~scary~ 

Look at me pula~ The screen also something wrong..I dont know why and I didnt do anything. I just stand there to take photo o~ is it because that my voltan is too strong causing it becomes sok jor?blek~ 

This is the last photo I want to share here. Others will be uploaded in my friendster and may be in evonne's blog, she will uploads something different? check her blog up. Today really was a wild wow day~ I jump and scream a lot! That's my only ambition in green box, roboh the sofa~hehe..Budak kecil is like this, when get happy, tend to jump and shout. Play a lot today during sing K..we really can syok sendiri very much.. I like this feeling~wild and wow~ May be is our last enjoy before finals~ 

*ps~ we went to mamak after that. And I had my maggie goreng there as dinner. Thats my fav food at mamak. Besides, the mamak also know as MICHAEL JAKSON  bcz there got roti michael jakson, as well as roti diana and roti I love you. Special and weired mamak~

My Saturday~

My saturday.. 

Without knowing what bus I am taking and where it goes, I then ended up at KL instead of Jusco balakong where I suppose to meet my friends there. We have a date at green box after not meeting each other for 1 year long. 

This photo I took when I waited for my pity friends to come to pick me this get lost girl up. I just simply got down from the bus and jalan2 alone following my instinct. Luckily I found some place that I know, Petaling street..

Finally, after being lated for almost half an hour(my fault >.<)  we reached the green box at Jusco Balakong. My best friends since matric ping and yan yan...we are really close with each other untill my ex ex ex...bf also jealous our relationship..Anyway, we are actually four people in one gang..meng meng is missing and didnt join us today. Four of us was in one lecture and one tutorial last time and we bully each other for fun. Me pula always being caught sleeping ( we called it fishing) in the lectures..so, I pretty good in fishing.. Yan yan is the most genious among us and this actually is his nick name given by me and ended up whole matric friends call him like that. blek...The pretty girl Ping came with her boyfriend today, so he became our camera man..haha~thank u ya..and thanks for fetching me up at Kota raya..

After sing K and bising2 heboh in the green box, all of us went to get the McD ice cream..then we shop for a bit. Here when we shop in the hp accessories shop, came out this funny story..I am very particular when I choosing the hp pouch, especially the inner part of the pouch..therefore, when yan yan passed me one of this hp pouch and i opened and checked it, “这个很cheap啦" . That's what I said without further thinking actually. Then the rest of the shopping, they kept on repeat this “里面cheap不cheap?" ,"cheap la", "not cheap ye.." .."you very expensive meh?" ok, I zha dao liao...Anyway, i managed to get myself a new pouch for my pinkish hp. Yan yan, even this red hp pouch cutting is not as shapey as the purple one and I know you promoted it hardly..but I still feel that the red one suit pink most.hehe.. It is a souvenir for our meet today. 

The end of our date, nobody trust me can go back by myself. Everyone scare that I will get lost and ended up at petaling street once again. >.<"

I am going to miss everyone of you once again. Its really hard for us to arrange a meeting. Our holiday always very much different in time and we always busy in different time. Even sama2 back to Sarawak already, still cannot meet because Sarawak is too big. 8 hours to meet ping, 4 hours to meet yan yan..How can we make it? Hopefully can see you guys more often and next time meng meng can turn out also. 

At night, I had a different meeting with coursemates pula..We went to PJ to have korean food. Meeting long time no see mei lin..and four of us plus evonne and kit have fun talking and enjoying the korean food..yay..

I personally like all the decorations there..full with korean cultures. The prices there also reasonable. 

My Saturday ended up with lot of lessons and fun..Next time,I will watch the bus..Dont ever simply naik the bus again..

How many feelings can we have in one day?

I have a question.

We can have how many feelings in one day? 

Today is definitely not a good day to me. 

I suppose to be happy because I created a new blog which I think will be more convenience to blog since my previous blog is kinda ma fan..thats why I abandoned it for quite a long times..

I suppose to be satisfied because I enjoy my first time at Nando with my friend and the chicken and sauces there really yummy, even though is a bit spicy to me...

When I am feeling happy, satisfied and wanna do some simple shopping..suddenly we received a sms..telling us this shock new about one of my coursemate. 

This coursemate, this one of my friend, a malay guy named Amar. He is in HKL now, accident and his right leg is going to be amputated by today or tomorrow. OMG~ I cant believe this. He is a very cheerful and smart guy. We never been close, just a normal friend. However, he has been with me as coursemate and a friend for two and a half year already. I dont know how to explain this feeling. sad? actually not feeling that sad at first...maybe because we are not tat close. But when I jalan2 in giant, my feeling to him become stronger and stronger..he is going to be a vet. We are going to have practical starting from this sem break..go to farm,zoo, oversea..It ll be so much fun and works and walks..how is he going to do that now? Can he be strong enough to continue his life and can he becomes a vet later on? All of these questions started to pop up from my mind. He sure feeling very pain now, both physical n mentally...How can I help him? 

I wonder should I smile and laugh at the rest of my day?

Going to visit him later...what to say to him? 

I dont really know..feeling scare..... 

After came back from the hospital..I continue my very first post for this new blog...The early part of this blog I wrote before I went to visit him.

Honestly, I feel release when I saw him smile and talk as usual. He is really strong, but he still need to become stronger after this. After his leg being amputated, his life will be totally change. I remember he is good in basketball and he loves sport shoes as well. Now in the rest of his life, no matter how cheerful he is, I think the sadness still will come to him. Just he has to overcome them and get used to it. You wont feel nothing even how strong you are..If this kind of thing happens to me, I dont think I will recover so soon..mentally trauma. I am not as strong as him. Now I once again realize that life is so unpredictable, we should appreciate ourself, every single person beside us..appreciate things that we have now and this momment for being alive. 

Thank God that he is alright beside the injured leg..Thank God that he is smiling and being positive...

Now I know what should I do...Support him, pray for him and smile back to him. 

There is an old saying.."When you lose something,you will be rewarded with other things" ~